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Lots since my last post...

August - Rosemary and Cole broke up...

October was a horrible month equaling the end of Ronald and I. Broke up all because he stayed at Laura's house when he had absolutely no reason to. We lived 5 seconds apart from her house.. he could have walked his happy ass home at 5 in the morning. He just didn't want to be with me and you knew it. So I kicked his ass out after he kept staying the night there instead of talking it out and he moved in with her and Mike.

November was a great bad month with KJ and I getting together. Ronald and I both finding out we're fucking other people so soon already. His person being Laura.. The person who said at least once everytime we hung out on how him and I shouldn't be together and that she didn't and never will like him.

December was okay... Went to Gold Beach with KJ. Met the love of his life... Annie. She is awesome. Met his best friend Nick. He was hot. Yea.. Felt like a third wheel the whole time I was there..

January KJ broke up with me at the end of the month... Cause he was telling people he wanted to break up while avoiding me, instead of telling me, over Myspace. Pulling a Nathanael.. Dyed my hair black and cut it short. Brokedown over Ronald and him. Never really had time to cry over Ronald. Found out that Laura proposed to him and he said yes. Got pissed because we were together for a year when I started talking about it and he thought I had issues on wanting getting married and he fucking said yes to her after 2 fucking months. Always talked about punching me in the stomach if I ever got pregnant with his baby, yet she has a kid and she wants his fucking baby and he has no problems. Always called me a whore because I said I love you to all of my boyfriends. Yet, she fucks 13 people including a married man and she is a goddess?

February was okay.. I was getting used to being alone and then KJ took me back out of jealousy of Chris and Matt... Tells me I can't tell him I love him anymore. Yeah.. slow. Turtle slow..

March is not to great. KJ starts talking to Laura. The only good thing to come of that is nothing. I get pissed when he starts talking about talking with her.. She doesn't need to know about my fucking life which is what he will talk about with her.. But the only good thing to come of it is the fact that she bitches about Ronald telling her no. Laura, if you ever find this, just know RONALD NEVER TOLD ME NO! HAHAHA! I bet he misses my sex. I gave him everything. I gave him everything, even if I didn't really want to, Why? Because I really fucking loved him. I made sacrifices like you do for people when you love them. And that isn't a big sacrifice. Oh well. Whatever. He misses me. Tells you no. lol@u

Cole came over today and flaunted Caitlyn's new ring..It was a beautiful ring. Apparently they are getting married. Wow. Deja Vu? Wait.. wait... So.. Rosemary and I's ex boyfriends leave us the same year after a 3 year relationship for Ronald and I an a 2 year relationship for Rosemary and Cole... and then go on to get engaged the people they start dating AFTER us? In less than half a year of being with those people after us..? And they dated us for 2-3 years...? Claimed they loved us and wanted to marry us eventually... Yeah.. Guys are full of shit.

Rosemary and I are even more of best friends now than ever.. Cause it's kind of fucked up that it is happening to both of us.. We both warned the other about the others' boyfriend.. We didn't listen... I'm being dumb not listening to her about KJ.. I know it's gonna hurt when shit goes down again with him.. But I am just being dumb and not listening because I don't want to be alone.. But you know... Being alone now would be a lot less painful than KJ finding some girl a year from now and THEN breaking it off with me. But oh well, My stupidity.. not hers..

I love you hippie.. BEST FRIENDS MEANS! BEST FRIENDS MEANS!

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